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Saturday, September 28, 2013

still a long way to go...

"I once thought I would be better this way
but still... happiness seems way too far for me"

until now... I can't even say anything to you
it seems like you are going faraway
faraway till I can't even reach you anymore
so faraway... that I feel left behind

I don't really want to force myself
to fulfilled all these unthinkable wishes
'cause it's just too impossible for it to be granted
since not everything would be the way like I wanted

it's just...
keep in this way is lonely
so lonely that I could cry
well... I've cried though

and I know...
it's not like I can't do anything about it
but my mouth can't even say anything
how could I reach to your heart?

time passed...
our world keep on moving
I can't control the universe
and I realize... our days are starting to reach its end

I want to say it to you
I want to break this transparent wall between us
but it's not that simple for me
to putting up my courage

I keep walking on this road
In front of my eyes...
your figure is keep moving away
walking through the path that I don't even know

I'm still standing right here
by myself... all alone
and again...
I trapped in this cruel world

I can't find my way back
not yet...
I keep on waiting for you
but it seems like none of us understand each other

none of us really know each other
that's the conclusion that came to my head
imagine the way you are now
I don't even know who are you

reality...
now disappear as I close my eyes
"no... I won't cry anymore"
I talked to myself and cover my face

where could I get the strength?
to fight in this lonely world
to conquer my own feeling
and to be together with you...