gomenne... :')

it feels like... i don't know who i am orz
i am not myself today
how should i put it?
i can't explain it orz
it feels like my heart is going to explode without anyone knowing
hnn.. it's really difficult
it's like i've forgot all the things i've ever do
it's really a long time
back then.. when i was a cheerful girl
i forgot all about it
how could i make many friends?
is that one of my dream?
gomenne... seems like i'll destroy everything :')
i can't helped
hontou ni gomen nasai...
and now i'm really confuse how should i feel...
i'm feel like i'm going to smile in tears ;;
deep in my soul.. i feel something whispered to me
"sayonara..."